what a life!!!

2011-12-24T23:22:00.000-08:00

Assalammualaikum.

hye u olls :)

*gedik kan. haha

neway nak cita ni. semalam jalan2 ngan incik boipren sy.

kami pergi time square je.

nak jalan tmpat mahal2 idok la beduitnye kami ni.

ktorg pergi tgk songlap.

tapi xpuas hati lgsg.

kurang menarik la cita 2.

baik dwld je. FOC.

neway, ai stil tggu my VOC nye product ni.

bila la dia nak pos.

da xsabar nak stat mkn ni. huhu

arey 2 kata sabtu tp senyap je xda khabar berita lg.

oow yea, final nak dekat kan.

jadual pon da kuar.

start 10.1, abis 16.1.

yeay. skjap je kan.

tp yg xbesnye 10.1 ada 2 paper.

wua3 da la subj membaca.

mmg xtdo mlm la 17 hari bercuti ni. huhu

lama kan ai cuti.

jgn jelez :D

haha. k la,

next time kt conteng2 lg kat sini eak.

daaaaaa....

life in S.A

2011-10-02T06:47:00.000-07:00

Assalammualaikum :)

hee. ok.tahu. lama x update kan.

tp ni nak update la ni :)

tanggal 12 september 2011 bersamaan hari isnin, bermula lah kehidupan aku sbg pelajar di uitm shah alam.

setelah 4 bulan bercuti mmg excited la kan nak msuk blaja smula.

tp itu pon juz utk 5 minit yg pertama je.

bila aku tgk mcm mana pack nye kwsan kat sini dgn student yg mmg berkali2 ganda dr uitm cendering trus aku down.

msty la down, aku sorang2 je kat sini. kwn2 yg lain smua ada kat dungun.

nak nanes ase taw :'(

ambk masa jgak la utk aku sesuaikan diri dgn keadaan kat sini. kne berebut toilet, berebut bas,nak mencari kelas.

tp alhamdulillah skrg aku da makin selesa kat sini.

aku da ada kawan baru.

roomate baru.

n bdak2 class pon smuanya nmpak friendly gila kot.

mggu dpan d'marketers akan wat induction utk student2 baru.

diaowg wat kat pangkor kot.

mula2 aku mcm xbape minat sgt la nak ikut tp bila fikir2 blik, ni la masanya aku nak knal dgn senior2 n kwn2 yg sama kos ngan aku. so aku ikut join la jgak program ni.

ok. sok aku update lg.

skrg ni nak sambg wat assignment yg tetunggak.

tataaaaa :))

letak banner HEARTBEAT kat blog korang memang akan buat poket korang berisi :D

2011-06-07T12:05:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum.

simpanan duit korang tak berapa nak masyuk?nak duit free sambil berblogging? meh aku tolong korang camne nak naikkan duit poket korang :)

baru-baru ni aku ade pasang iklan HEARTBEAT kat blog aku. die lebih kurang macam nuffnang la. tp jgn risau die bukan competitor nuffnang. jadi die takkan effect korangnye nuffnang acc. HB nye earning memang cepat naik! baru letak dalam bape hari dah boleh nampak dah duit korang gerak. even tak banyak tapi memang cepat gerak la. so ape lagi? jum letak banner HEARTBEAT kat blog korang jugak :) just follow steps yang aku bagi ni okay!

STEP 1 : mule-mule korang klik kat banner atas ni. warne pink mengelip2 bawah header blog aku tu. tak pun korang boleh klik kat link ni HeartBeat . okay?

STEP 2 : pastu korang klik kat ikon heartbeat.my (petak warne biru tu)

STEP 3 : korang klik plak "create account"

STEP 4 : okay then korang isilah ape yang diorang nak kat form tu ( penting utk create account Heartbeat korang) lepas dah siap isi form tu, klik "I agree" and klik plak "continue" .

STEP 5 : then klik "Join HB Affiliate"

STEP 6 : klik "online application"

pastu korang isi maklumat2 utk heartbeat affiliate korang.

lepas da isi sume tu, klik "I agree" and "continue" .

STEP 7 : klik "get a code" utk dapatkan code utk letak kat blog korang.

pilihlah nak letak banner mcm mane dlm blog korang. ade horizontal, vertical, square etc..

STEP 8 : kalau nak cek earning korang, klik je dekat "My HB Affiliate" .

senang kan? so try la. duit free tu. skali org klik banner korang, masuk dah RM0.04. bunyi macam sikit kan. kalau seratus orang klik sehari dah RM4. kalau sebulan tak ke cecah RM120? tu belum kire kalau ade orang register under korang, beli barang kat diorang pun diorang tambah earning kite jugak.

hari yg meletihkan dan menyedihkan

2011-06-03T13:31:00.000-07:00

Asslammualaikum.

da pukul 4.32am tp sy still berjaga.

nak taw x sbb apa?

hari ney sy ikut abg sy pergi berniaga buger kat xplanade.

seronok jgak. dapat tgk mcm2 karenah owg masa berniaga ni.

tp ntah la,sy xrasa nak bercerita pasal kerja sy arey ni.

sblm g kerja td, sy cek something n apa yg sy jangka mmg btul jd knyataan.

fikiran ney trus jd kosong. sy xtaw nak fikir apa da.

yg sy taw masa 2 sy btul2 mengharapkan keajaiban akn berlaku.

tp sy taw,mustahil keajaiban 2 akn berlaku melainkan Allah swt mengizinkannya.

sy taw sy xkuat nak hadapi smua ney,sy perlukan tempat nak meluahkannya.

sy teringin nak bercerita kat mama tp sy terlampau takut.

biarla sy simpan rahsia ney wat smentara waktu.

*maafkan ya mama,papa. ya da byk menyusahkan mama ngan papa. kalau waktu blh undur smula,ya akan pastikan ya dapat menggembirakan mama ngan papa tp smuanya da terlambat :'(

p.s:msty korang nak taw kan apa yg jd. tp sy btul2 xleh nak cerita lg bnda ni. biarla smpai masa yg sesuai,sy akan luahkan jgak kat sini.sory :(

k la.da lewat sgt ni,nnty ada yg terbabas subuh plak.

selamat mlm.

Tiera.

i'm back

2011-06-02T10:21:00.000-07:00

Assalammualikum wbt..

da lama sgt rasanya x update blog ney.
insyaallah,slps ney mgkin sy akan kerap beceloteh kat blog sy yg xseberapa ney.
selalunya kalau lama x update blog msty pkai ayat cliche mcm ney "ada byk yg nak story ngan u guys tp nnty kalau ada masa msty i akan cerita k" haha.
k enough tiera.
tp kalai ney sy x akan tulis mcm 2,coz sy sdiri pon xtaw nak tulis apa.
hmm.. now da 1.26am n i still couldn't sleep.
myb risau ttg sesuatu tp sy xnak la cakap kat sini apa yg sy risaukan 2 coz bg sy ianya sgt la private.
ok la. sy stop smpai sini dlu.
esok kalau ada something yg interesting happen sy story kat sini k :)

good night people :D

salam maulidur rasul :')

2011-02-14T20:14:00.000-08:00

"janganlah bermalas-malas menganggap hari ini sebagai just another day off dan banyakkan berselawat ke atas Nabi. Hari ini takmo dengar lagu-lagu lain, kita fokus kat mata air kita sahaja Patutnya not just todaylah, but it's a start!"
i took this from hanis zalikha blog :)

oh,b4 that..
Assalammualaikum and Salam Maulidur Rasul :)

hari ni uni sy bg cuti kat semua pelajar dye coz hari ini adalah hari kita menyambut maulidur rasul..
Actually bukan uni sy jep tp seluruh malaysia bercuti hari ini sempena kelahiran junjungan besar Nabi Muhammad SAW..

so marilah kita ramai2 berselawat ke atas Nabi Muhammad SAW

wullaaahooo :)

2011-02-10T07:23:00.000-08:00

Assalammualaikum..
it takes me a year to update this blog :)
so,how u guys doin right now?
me??hmm..to tell the truth,a lil bit upset right now..
i feel lost,empty and i really need someone that i can trust right now..

actually i ngah rasa menyampah ngan sorang makhluk tuhan ni..
ya allah,betapa perasannya la bdak 2,tuhan je yg taw..
stiap kali tgk dye x taw knapa,msty rasa bnci 2 msty meluap2..
hisy,nauzubillah btul la...
hope,perasaan ni xkan lama mcm ni coz da malas nak fikir bnda yg remeh temeh mcm ni..

k la..sok smbg lg eak..

Love,
Me.

malam muda mudi :)

2011-01-06T19:48:00.000-08:00

Assalammualaikum...

da lama rasanya x update blog ney...
skrg ney sy ada kat terengganu...
memulakan sesi kuliah yg baru..
owh,btw happy new year :)
apa azam taun ney eak??hmm..

malam smalam me and my housie pergi menunaikan hajat yg kami xdapat buat last semester...
hajat apa agak2 kamu???
actually,ktowg smua g makan pizza smlm..
sem lpas,2 kali ktowg pergi tapi asyk pulang dgn hampa jep..
stiap kali smpai msty sama ada pizza da habis atau ramai sgt owg dalam pizza hut 2 smpai playan dyeowg pon xnak ambk order ktowg,huhuhu

ok ney glagat ktowg dapat mkn pizza smlm..
ahaks~

ini namanya nadia,nama glamornya donald duck :)

see,btul x kata kita,snyum meleret dapat makan pizza..huhuh

xnak pndng kamera,pizza lg penting..huhuh

ini surat cinta yg playan pizza 2 bg kami..
(knapa service charge dye tggi sgt eak??xbebaloi ngan apa yg mereka layan kat kami ney taw)

otw nak blik umah,smua muka happy dapat makan pizza..
hehehe

k la,
lain kali smbung k...

Love,
Tira.

Day Four - Seven Things That Cross Your Mind A Lot

2011-01-01T09:00:00.000-08:00

1st - am i going to be sum1 dat will bring da smile n happiness in the eyes of my beloved parents?!
2nd - am i will achieve like wat all my fren n cousin n niece do now?!
3rd - am i will make Ahmad Noh happy ever after, together with me?!
4th - can i survive here *in terengganu* without him beside me?! :(
5th - wat am i going to be in 3 years ?!
6th - who am i in the eyes of other people?!

and lastly, heehe~
7th - am i pretty/charming?! pasan la plak ;)

LOVELY,
ATHIRAH ROSLAN

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

2010-12-31T08:40:00.000-08:00

ask Ahmad Noh :)

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

2010-12-30T07:46:00.000-08:00

Asslammualaikum..
second day :)

1. i hate waiting.

2. i easily get mad with people who do not know how to respect others people hearts.

3. sy tak sombong ...siyes tak ..cume sy tak tahu nak cakap ape dgn org baru kenal .if lame knal pon kalo tak rapat still taktau nak ckp pe.

4. im a night person;)

5. when i get angry . i will text Noh.(previously,bile marah mmg mmbara lah dalam hati..tp now btau Noh :)

6. i easily get cry if there is something i do not like but i have to pretend that i like..

7. i prefer to be alone sometimes.

8. i hate hypocrytas.

9. i love Ahmad Noh Ahmad Kamil :)

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

2010-12-29T06:41:00.000-08:00

Papa: i will make you proud someday.i promise

Mama: Thanks 4 being such a perfect mother for me. i'm sorry because always makes u worried and disappointed. i promise will make u proud someday.

Ahmad Noh: Thank you for liking me. Thank you for wanting me. Thank you for loving me. i love you..im thankful to have you in my life.you complete me:) Thanks for everything.

Ainnur Saidatul Amiera: saya sayang kamu sgt2.terima kasih sbb kamu slalu ada utk sy :)

Ex Housie 1: Terima kasih sbb penah jadi kwn rapat sy satu masa dulu. Walaupon skrg kt da x bertegur n kamu xpenah nak bgtaw apa silap sy,sy cuma redha je la. Anyway,smoga kamu berjaya dalam apa juga kamu lakukan.

Ex Housie 2: ini saja sy nak kata pada kamu, "Sweetie, here's your knife. I finally got it out of my back. I'm sure u'll be needing it again soon ;) "

Siti Nur Syazana: thank u so much for being a great housie. i miss u :)

Nadia Tecip: suka sgt lepak sama kamu n zana. nnty kt tangkap gmba byak2 lg k :) i miss u

Tears: please stop visiting me after this :')

Me: be a good girl darl :)

10 day challenge

2010-12-28T07:54:00.000-08:00

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

*sy dapat dari satu blog ni..nak wat jgak..will start tomorrow :)

movies :)

2010-12-26T08:22:00.000-08:00

assalammualaikum..

wah...da lama rasa x update blog ni kan..
ahaks~
walaupon baru 2 hari tp kira lama la kan..huhuh
macam2 yg sy wat dalam masa ni...
ada best n ada jgak yg xbest nya..
huhuhuh...

sepanjang sy x mengupdate blog ni da 3 movie sy tonton di panggung wayang...
kesemuanya sangat2 best...
hari selasa bersamaan 21/12/2010 mam,alya n sy g tgk movie kat bawah nie..

cita ney bez la jgak sbb dr siri yg petama filem ni da follow so mmg sgtlah faham cita dye ni...

pada 25/12/2010 bersamaan juga dgn hari krismas :)
selepas subuh trus sy xtdo da sbbnya mlm 2 da kne warning ngan mama..
"kalau pagi esok x bgun awal mama tggal je kat rumah,xpayah ikut g jalan"
huhuhhuhu
apa lagi mmg x tdo trus la lpas bgun subuh 2..
ingtkan mmg pg la nak kuarnya tp rupa2 nya nak dkat kul 11 jgak kami keluar rumah..
pada mulanya mama nak g anta servis ekon kete dia tp tup2 bila smpai kat kdai 2,dia tutup lol..
huhuh
kan hari nie public holiday,lupa la...
nak tgk muka sy ngan alya masa dlm kete..
saj2 je nak wat poyo skit :p

so saya,mama,alya,azri n kak izan g teruntum bli tket wayang..
tket kul 2 tp masa 2 baru kul 12 jd ktowg pon pusing2 bndar kuantan...
da bosan2 ktowg g la lat kompleks teruntum 2 sbb kak izan xmkn lg..
jd nya,bwak la dia makan dulu..

then dlm kul 1.30 tu kami ber5 bergerak la ke panggung..
masa ngah beratur 2 smpat snap pic alya

masa ney dye wat jual2 mahal xnak ambk gmba..

akhirnya dapat jgak snap gmba dye :)

owh lupa,kami g tgk cita nie :)

cita ni sape2 yg xtgk lg mmg rugi la...
klaka dye yg teramat sgt...
azri masa kat dalam panggung 2 ketawa smpai temuntah sbb lawak dye..
mmg terbaik la cita ni gua cakap sama lu..
so sape2 yg xtgk lg,sila2 kan la diri anda utk ke panggung wayang yg berdekatan yer :)
tolong promote ni...
ada komisyen x???
:)
lpas je abis cita ni,ktowg pon blik umah...

malam nya plak,anwar nak blanja tgk wayang lg...
bak kata pepatah melayu,rezeki jgn ditolak :)
sblm kuar umah smpat la syok sdiri jap..

gmba ni sbnrnya tgkap sbb nak send kat hubby..ahaks~
so mama,alya,saya,anwar n k.ckin g la ke acm bli tket wayang midnight..
tket kul 11.10 tp masa 2 baru kul 9 jd kami ber5 g la makan kat satay astaka..
mmg femes taw.. satay n kuah satay dia mmg the best la..
masa 2 telupa tgkap gmba satay dia.huhuh

selesai je mkn ktowg pon trus g kat ecm smula..
kami tgk cita ni for the second movie in a day :)

xsabar nak tggu yg part 2 punya :)

habis je movie 2,ktowg pon trus blik umah..
ngantok sgt...
smpai umah je smua trus telentang atas katil masing2...
happy sgt :)

pjg kan entry kali ni :)
k la smpai sini dulu eak..
ada masa update lg..

Love,
Athirah.

a k u s e k e p i n g P 1 w ! m a x . . . .

2010-12-23T14:41:00.000-08:00

assalamualaikum, sari berita utama.... kpd semua yg sdang, o mmg da lama ikuti blog ini, thanks a lot y'all..

(haha,nk t'glak pun ade gak, nk speaking konon) :)

erm..sbenarnye, cter sy kali nie xde pape pun...hehe
nape tjuk cter kali nie w!max ye?!
sbenarnye, xde pape jgk....haha
xde la, actually mood sy tuk m'update ini blog kurg skit wat mse nie..
ini kerna akibat kwujudan 1 makhluk bru dlm idup sy ini...bru xbru la jgk kn...iaitu P1w!max.....

sbenarnye ia adalah sebiji berupa kotak yg m'blehkn sy nk
on9, b'on9, mengon9 & jgk d on9 (^_^)
akan tetapi, ia xdpt nk bantu lg tuk gmbirakn ati sy nie..
sbb xbyr lg bil bulan nie, jd nk mengupdatekn blog nie pun agak kurang la skit..
kalo x, psang lappy, bkak mozilla, psang niat da bleh trus siap nk update blog..hehe
WOW!! w!max kn, lbih laju dr tenet biasa...
4G la kate kn, dunia da moden.. (jap2, gmbira ke kalo dpt on9 nie?!) hehe
xde la, at least dpt la jgk sy ilang kn kbosanan sy kn slepas melakukan keja2 umah kn...
lgpun, sy sbg wanita yg bkal m'jadi isteri da skang nie, haruslah pndai n rajin melakukan keja2 umah...taktik tuk memikat ati my hubby ♥ ♥ ♥
k, la..i think dats all 4n0w.. sblum sy undur kn diri, trima la pantun yg xla rupa pantun sgt nie...

pegi ke kedah tuk berlayar,
berlayar d laut xnmpk papan tanda,
bler bil w!max sudah d bayar,
akan ku update blog ini tuk anda

SEKIAN,WASSALAM ♥

macam2 ada :)

2010-12-20T07:08:00.000-08:00

assalammualaikum...

tgah buat apa 2???
alah,tanya lg,msty la ngah baca blog sy kan..
hikhikhik...
hmm..boring nya mlm ni...
awl2 pg td(actually xda la awal mana pon) pergi ambik alya kat skola dye...
jauh taw kat bentong 2..huhuhu *jauh la sgt kan...
bertolak nak dkat pkul 10 n smpai nak dkat pkul 12..
kami pergi ber3,saya,mama and azri..
masa nak pergi sana mama yg drive n masa nak blik azri yg drive..
b4 blik kuantan semestinya kitaowg akan singgah kat temeloh dulu...
makan kat kdai uncle yee n uncle jefry (dua2 ni uncle sy blah papa)
mmg superb la gua cakap sama lu ikan patin masak gulai n ikan patin masak merah...
sedap sgt tp rugi btul x teringat plak nak bwk blik kuantan sikit...
kalau x msty dapat mkn lg mlm ni..
favorite sy 2 taw...
lpas da siap mkn ktowg lpak2 dulu coz nak borak2 ngan uncle2 ku yg tough itu..hahaha
ktowg sampai kuantan awal la jgak, lbih kurang dalam kul 3 something mcm 2..
pas2 smpai la skrg xda wat pape da..
bosan gle seyh...

hmm...
kalau la my sayang ada kat sini blh jgak g candle light dinner ngan dye..
hukhuk...da lama teringin nak rasa g makan ala2 candle light dinner 2 taw tp smpai skrg xberkesempatan lg..
da lama xtgk muka bucuk sy 2..
xtaw la lg bila leh jmpa dia...
xlama lg nak stat sem baru da...
dye ada kat melaka n sy ada kat kuantan...
wua3 lpas ni da xda owg nak tman sy g mkn,g stdy sama2,g bli barang dapur dan yg pling pnting xdapat da sy nak masak utk dia lg :(

tp xpe la...
it's for our own good kan darl...
skrg ni kt blaja dlu rajin2 and buktikan kat smua org yg kita pon leh berjaya...
biar xda owg lagi akan pandang rendah kat kita lg...
n one more thing....
syg jgn la risau k..
kalau ex2 hosemate syg 2 berani wat hal lg kat sana...
taw la mcm mana nak ajar dyeowg 2...
sampai skrg taw owg xleh lupa apa yg dyeowg wat kat syg..
kalau blh nak g jmpa dyeowg 2 nak g sunatkan dyeowg 2 lg skali xpon nak ikat dyeowg 2 n bg mkn kat buaya yg jmpa kat TC baru2 ni...
biar padan muka dyeowg 2...
hahahaha....

p/s: ganas x buah hati awak ni syg???

ok la,sampai sini dulu k...
daaaaa...

Love,
Nohara Toriyama.

wajah baru...i loike :D

2010-12-18T09:02:00.000-08:00

Assalammualaikum you alls :)

haaa..apa korang tgk2 2??
hehe,sy taw,msty sbb blog sy ni da berwajah baru kan..
actually juz tukar background jep and touch up situ sini sikit :p
da lama da xtukar background blog ni..
today tbe2 je semangat nak tukar....
i like the colours and the design..
tapi kan rasanya mcm penah pakai da bckgrnd ni tp xingt la..
hmm...lantak la..
yg penting blog ni nmpak ala2 girlish sikit..ehehe :)

ok la,2 je nak bgtaw...
nnty2 sy update lg k..
daaaaa...
:)

happy...happy...happy...

2010-12-17T07:03:00.001-08:00

ops...terlupa plak..
td sampai2 je umah aku buka blog ni...
pas2 aku tepandang followers aku da betambah lg sorang..
(walaupon xsampai digit 10 lg followers aku tp xkisah la)
and guess what???
blogger Eynda's Diary jd followers aku...
wah...hepi taw...
aku da lama jd pembaca blog dia taw...
suka sangat tgk anak2 dia yg comel 2(adam & hannah)

thanks kak eynda sbb sudi jd followers tira..
p/s:suka sgt tgk muka kak eynda coz nmpak sgt sifat keibuan n peramah kak eynda 2..
bukan bodek ni taw tp ikhlas tira cakap..

k la..
daaa..

xtaw nak ltak title apa o_O

2010-12-17T06:48:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum..

hmm..ntah knapa,tbe2 mood nak mengupdate ni kerap plak datang skrg..
mungkin sbb kat sini je aku blh luahkan apa yg aku rasa..
ye la,nak luahkan kat sape lg kan..
xda owg pon sudi nak dgr...
kalau aku dapat luahkan kat sini pon,da Alhamdulillah..
so kalau ada sape2 yg xsuka nak baca,pejam mata je la eak :)

aku baru je blik umah..
tadi aku,mama n kakak iparku,kak shikin keluar makan kat Seri Arfa dkat ngan hotel Seri Malaysia 2..
ktorang pergi ber3 jep..
ye la,alia abis periksa SPM 20hb ni so wat masa skrg hanya aku,mama n kak shikin je la yg ada kat umah ni waktu malam..
not bad la makanan kat sana..
nak kata sedap xjgak,nak kata xsdap pon xjgak.sedang2 elok utk selera aku..
aku x tangkap gamba makanan kat sana td sbb ramai sgt orang kat sana td..segan lor,huhuh

hmm,baru aku perasan..
sejak aku blik cuti semester ni aku xkeluar pon dgn mana2 kwn aku..
24 hours asyk stay je kat rumah..
duit pon jd jimat..huhuh...
bosan 2 mmg la bosan tapi nak wat mcm mana,nak keluar pon xtaw nak ajak sape..
so better aku stay je kat umah ni...
lappy ni je la peneman aku kat umah ni..

k la ,da xtaw nak tulis apa..
aku undurkan diri dulu eak...

daaaaa...

Love ,
AR.

ikan oh ikan......

2010-12-15T07:11:00.000-08:00

Assalammualaikum..

bosan betul hari ni..
seharian duk dalam bilik utk mengon9..
da xtaw da apa yg nak di buat kat rumah ni.
kalau la alya ada kat rumah ni ada jugak la orang yg blh aku kacau..
nak msj plak,si dia da stat keje hari ni..
jadi tinggal la aku sorang2 kat umah ney melayari internet..

oh ya,tadi aku ngan papa masak lauk utk kami berdua..
*actually papa yg masak,aku juz tlg basuh2 pinggan n potong bawang jep.
sedap sangat papa masak arey ni..
nak taw dia masak apa???
jeng,jeng,jeng......

ikan parang masak pedas..

sedap sangat cuma ikan ni ada banyak tulang...
hukhuk...

kalau bab memasak ni mmg xda sape pon boleh lawan papa...
kalau dia masak mmg menepati cita rasa aku..
kepedasannya,keenakkannya menyentap kalbu ni taw..
cewah,hahahaa...

k la,
lain kali plak aku bercerita eak...

daaaaa....

saya rasa nak menangis :'(

2010-12-14T06:20:00.000-08:00

Dear Diary,

kenapa aku rasa aku orang yang paling sedih dalam dunia ni??hidup aku x seindah orang lain. Di saat aku perlukan seseorang utk dgr masalah aku,baru aku sedar,aku x punya sesiapa pon dlm dunia ni. Bila aku tertekan,rasa keseorangan,xda tempat utk aku luahkan rasa itu. Mungkin memang itu nasib aku.

Bila aku lihat pandangan mata dia,aku xnmpak pon secebis kasih sayang yg dia ada utk aku. Aku hanya nmpak rasa kemarahan,penyesalan sebab aku wujud dalam hidup dia. Iya,aku mengaku,aku ni xda la sepandai yg dia harapkan tapi aku da cuba sebaik mungkin. Kenapa dia x pernah faham??

Bila aku menangis,aku yg harus pujuk diri aku sndiri. Bila aku jatuh,aku harus berusaha sendiri utk bangun semula. Itulah hakikatnya yg aku harus terima.

Love,
AR.

please pray for him

2010-11-22T07:22:00.000-08:00

Assalammualaikum...

Lately my entire family tgh menjalani hari2 yg sukar.My grandfather has been admitted back into the hospital for the third time in a month.This time his condition is getting worse.Now, he's breathing with the help of pump because the doctor said that his hearts is not able to pump like always on its own anymore.
I just went back from hospital right now.Semalam,when i visited him,he's able to genggam my hand but just now when i hold his hand he never give any response.I know he is suffering right now.I do wish that everything will be just fine.Amin.

sesi meluah perasaan

2010-11-21T09:08:00.000-08:00

assalammualaikum...
rasa mcm da lama je aku x update blog.
*eceh padahal mmg trang2 da lama pon
sbnarnya aku x taw nak tulis apa.
dlm hati ney trasa kosong jep.

macam2 jenis perasaan ada,
nak menangis,meraung,teriak(bkan bnda yg sama ke 2?,huh)
malam ney rasa emo sgt.
smua bnda yg aku wat akan xkena pada mata dia.
smuanya salah.
kadang2 terasa mcm diri ney x benilai pon utk dia.
aku teringin jgak rasa dimanja oleh dia.
Dulu,dia xpenah pon wat aku rasa down.
Skrg ney,stiap kali kt becakap,msj,chatting akan ada je bnda yg dia rasa xbtul pasal aku.
Padahal aku da jd sebaik mungkin yg dia nak.
Mungkin aku ney mmg xdapat nak puaskan hati dia dan smua org.

SAYANG: If u read this,i juz want u 2 know,i'm getting tired if everyday we have to fight about the same thing. I juz want be happy with u. I always feel grateful to have u by my side. Thanks for everything dear. I love u!!

anger + counting......

2010-08-07T02:54:00.000-07:00

assalammualaikum n hye!
fuhhh...mmg sgt2 lama rasanya kan.
apa ya lama??
lama sy x update blog ney lor,huhuh.
err,bukan apa sbnarnya juz xtaw nak update apa.

owh,btw now i'm in kuala terengganu.
starting my new semester.
hehe,i know it's a bit too late to write in here..
stll satying in the same house n same housie...
i love the place,i the house.

but idk,
lg lama sy pndam lg byk masalah yg dtg.
ada someone yg sy rasa ada bnda je yg dye x puas hati ngan sy.
what??
if she thinks juz bcoz i didn't say anything.
she can talk behind me.
hey girl,just look at urself.
dgn sifat menggedik yg ada dlm diri kamu 2.
ramai lg yg menyampah dgn prangai kamu 2.
kalau ada someyhing yg kamu x puas hati juz tell me.
no need la nak menghasut org lain plak.

ok la,enough with u.
sy da malas nak mlayan attitude kamu yg tersangat la baik 2...

oow ya.
2morrow is a special day 4 me.
can't wait...

till then.

Love,
tiera.

~~~~

2010-07-11T06:50:00.000-07:00

ehemm.hye kwn2..
baru je habis nonton video.
tentang cara2 pakai tudung by fatin suhana.
ahaaa~
sy suka tgk dye.
simple but apa yg dye pakai smuanya kena.

ok2.
nak cite pasal sem baru di uitm.
sudah seminggu lbh sem 6 ku bemula.
rasa xpuas je nak becuti lg.
banya bnda lg yg blum di buat masa cuti baru ney.
hang out ngan ain pon xsmpat.
huhu...

k la,
my lappy still sakit lg.
actually bkan lappy tp charger lappy ku.
harus diganty dgn yg baru.
ada yg mahu sponsor???
jika beminat,hubungilah sy ye...
huhuhuhu

love,
Tiera.

boring!!!!

2010-03-12T00:38:00.000-08:00

I

AM

BOWRING!!!!

*help me please......

tribute 4 u dear,AHMAD NOH AHMAD KAMIL

2010-03-03T16:53:00.000-08:00

its been a long time i didn't update my blog...there are many good and bad things happen in my life...i don't know which one should i start first..i've found my soulmate.he's very special in my life right now.u are the best thing have ever happend in my life sayang..thank you so much for all the things that have you done for me..

happy BIRTHDAY to ME!!!

2009-08-08T04:01:00.000-07:00

Oh, how i wish i can list down all the names who had wished me for my birthday.
But i will try to write down a few names that means a lot to me!! ;)

Firstly, thanks to arda. She had wish the day before with this: "Happy Birthday in advance." (okeh, semua wish pun nak advance, tapi presents tak advance-advance pun. -_-")

Then, to my best ever friend ain . love u so much. :)

Then, to abdul rasul. Dia wish aku mengikut waktu sabah.haha,lbh kurang je la wei. -_-"

Then, to my beloved roomate,murni and alia. muahx muahx! And yeah, i love the 2 of you too.

Then, to Wany, zamri, dayah,noh and luqman ...

Then, then, then, then, then (suddenly can't remember) to all the guys and gals who wished me on my Facebook,friendster and myspace page and also who text message me.

love all of u,
bufday gal...

freaky friday

2009-07-23T23:50:00.000-07:00

almost one month i did not update my blog. It's not that i'm 2 busy but there are nothing special happen 4 me to write in here.

2day i was told by my friend that uitm is bring forward their mid sem break this week because of the virus H1N1. argh i just bought ticket to goin back 2 k.t tomorrow. seems like its just a wasting my money(actually my mom money) 4 bought that ticket.

i will spend the whole one week at house without bring my book because i thought i was just only came back for 3 days only. And now, i'm seriously dead because there will be a lot of quizes and test are waiting 4 me after this holiday.

erm..
need to go right now..

Love,
Me.

off

2009-07-03T11:53:00.000-07:00

i'll be going back 2 terengganu tomorrow..argh,really hate this moment..anyway,might be not update so soon.

till then,
take care..

xoxo

Love,
Tiera.

cute x???

2009-06-30T09:57:00.000-07:00

jom lepak

2009-06-30T09:47:00.000-07:00

tomorrow me, ain and laila will go out together. it's been so long i think i never meet laila. the last one i meet her maybe after spm result. erm,i wonder how the reaction of me and her bila ketemu esok =)

so we just wait and see la..
=)

splash some colours on me

2009-06-24T10:22:00.000-07:00

hey,hey...
it's been a while i did not update my blog. i juz came back from dungun,doing my short course there. Quite fun la study kat sana. At the evening,we all g lpak2 kat pantai. taking some crazy pictures at the beach. play with the sands. i will miss doing like that after this.

here some pictures that i take at dungun with my friends.

kay lah...feel sleepy right now..i will upload the other pictures at my friendster and myspace...

till then,
xoxo.

Love,
Tiera.

3.01 a.m

2009-06-18T12:03:00.000-07:00

sometimes it feels hard to really express what u really want to say in our own blog, cause u'll know there are people who is going to read each and every word that u typed. and u tend to beware of what you're writing so that you won't hurt anybody's feelings or etc. so, whats the point?.....

blah.screw that, and i'll keep on blogging no matter what.

i don't know why,lately,i'm become so sensitive with all people around me. i know sometime they just wanna joke with me but their joke are so rude and are not so nice to hear it. maybe the environment they are growth are not same just like me. so, they think that just a small matter for them to use that word.(*gosh guys, sowry i can't write down what that word here)

erm,kay lah...
need to sleep..
wanna wake up early tomorrow cause da promise ngan my friends nak g jogging.
*if we all sedar la pagi esok :p

Love,
tiera,tiera,tiera.

i'm back....

2009-06-13T07:02:00.000-07:00

sowi guys...
its been a long time since i didn't update my blog...
i'm kinda bz with the intesesi things and don't have time to update my blog...

erm...
kay lah...
need to rush...

will be updating soon...

Love.
Tiera.

please....

2009-05-15T00:35:00.000-07:00

please.
please bring back to me, my dearest love.
my dearest love which I've known for so long.
my best friend.
my love.

i missed those smile, to me, every morning.
i missed the picture taken, every time we felt like to keep memories.
i missed the hand which always there to hold.
i missed the wishes, which keep me alive from dusk till dawn.
and.
mostly,
the one i missed the most,
i missed the moment when the first time you said, you love me,
came straight from the heart, through the eye.
i heard you said, 'i love you' and till now i never heard it again.

ermmm

2009-05-09T09:43:00.000-07:00

heylow people of universe...
today i'm not feeling so well..i cannot count how many times i vomit and vomit..argh,really hate this moment.

actually..i don't know what i wanna write...
so.what i can say...2 be continued...
heheheh...

Love,
Tiera Roslan.

morning...

2009-05-07T20:06:00.000-07:00

mownin everyone...
it's 11.08 a.m and i juz woke up from bed...
hehehe...

erm,kay lah...
need to bath first..
continue later...

daaaa...

home home home....

2009-05-07T05:18:00.000-07:00

hahaha...
at least,my final is over!!!!

chill out......
hehehe..
need 2 unpack my things and wash all the baju kotor that i kumpul there...
mau tolong ka?????
=)

me,me,me...

timeTOtellTHEtruth

2009-04-29T13:52:00.000-07:00

hey,hey people...
it's 4.55 a.m in the morning but i still can't sleep.
i don't know what i wanna post actually..
juz wanna mumble a little bit here..
ok..let me share with you my unpleasent habits..

this is it...jeng33,,,heheheh..

1. i like to vomit after brush my teeth..
2. a bit lazy to get a shower..
3. very pemboros.pantang ada duit kat tangan..
4. very cincai person..
5. loves to eat.seriously.you'll be shocked..

ok,that's about it i can think off right now.

Love,
Tiera.

brain damaged

2009-04-22T15:07:00.000-07:00

It's 6.28 in the morning and i am reading breaking dawn while blogging. hmm, strange. my brain seems to be working together today.

i'm bored. bored of doing the same thing everyday. over and over again. well, i'm onlining my myspace. and nobody --- that i know and want to talk to ---is onlining. what? did they all join a book club or something and forgot to ask me? urgh. i'm really, really bored.

I need to study like right away 'cause i havent been reading anything that is related to my final exam paper.... urgh. i'm getting sick and annoyed of just thinking about how much do i need to read for the final exam. but still. i just cant seem to control myself.

kay lah.
enough with all this crap.

Love,
Tiera.

bla bla bla

2009-04-20T20:33:00.000-07:00

BEST OF LUCK TIERA !!
:P

gici gici yaya tata

2009-04-20T20:13:00.000-07:00

today at 2 p.m i'lll be going back to kuala terengganu.i really hate the moment when i have 2 be going back there.i don't know why..almost one year and a half i stay at kuala terengganu but until now my heart still don't like that place..huhuhu...i wish i can stop feeling like this but i can't =(

erm kay,enough with all this sad story..my first paper is on friday..ctu 231 and bel 311..gosh,2 paper in one day really make me scared..

i shalll start to concentrate for finals starting from this moment and might be away for the time being..so till then...xoxo...

muahx!!

Love,
Tiera ?

CHANGING

2009-04-18T20:34:00.000-07:00

I think I am changing.
Compare to before. But which way am I changing? I doubt. For the better or for the worst? These couple of days I can't let my feet on the ground. Something is wrong somewhere. I am such a bad friend, I know. But I'm not sure whether they are taking advantage on my kindness or just I am such a difficult person to deal with. Somehow, I know my attitude had change. I hate to be a bad person to someone else. I hate to be hated. Indeed I know it is impossible to be liked by all mankind. I hate to have to lie to my friends. *sigh*

My heart is not all clear right now. I can't think straight. I have no love or whatsover in my heart right now. I'm loveless. Why?
Tak tenang! Tak tenang! What's bothering me...

suddenly turning into emo freak,
Me.

*sigh

2009-04-17T17:44:00.000-07:00

morning people...
hehehe...today for the first time in 2 weeks i woke up early.it's 8.47a.m in the morning now.actually,i made a promise with my mom to make a puding karamel since i was so tired to make that puding last night.so,without no excuse i have to woke up early today..if you guys wanna test it,please come over to my house k.hehehehe..(it is really delicious,ermm,yummy3)

kay lah,i need to check out on my puding.nnty hangit plak..
huhuhuhu...

*hehe..yummy,isn't it??

Love,
Me.

bringMEtoLIFE

2009-04-14T21:25:00.000-07:00

hey,hey people...
don't know why,since i came back to home last thursday i feel so lazy to study..my mom da start nagging me because all i do at home juz chatting,chatting and chatting..wua3..
actually i da mula takut coz byk lg subj yg still blom cover but i still wanna play2 with the time..
help me!!!!

huhu..kay lah..
continue later..

Love,
Tiera.

booo yaaa...

2009-04-10T23:00:00.000-07:00

hallo people...hows your days??hopes everything fine..now,i'm at kuantan,finishing my study week here :p
hhuh..this morning i have to wake up early because my aunty(the one i called her mummy) want to treat my mom,me and my tok umi eat nasi kerabu at kemira.after we eating,we went to the Sempurna Resort(sj2 nak abiskan masa).

ermm..oow ya,just now my brother give me his engagement cd to take a look at it..let me share you some of the engagement photos..

mak su and mummy holding the hantaran for abang fiancee..

the ring ceremony.

kak shikin "bersalaman" with her future mother-in-law aka my mom.

mama's siblings.there are 7 girls in the family but two can't come.

abg nuar,kak ckin,abg azri and my cousin,abg farid.

my future family to be.

from left papa,aliah,kak shikin,abg anwar,mama & abg azri.

too bad i couldn't make it on that day.

anwar & ashikin

for now,thats the only photos that are available to me.with Allah's blessing ,insyallah,they'll get married in one year time.i bet i'll be even more teary then ;p

wishing them both all the best.

Love,
Tiera Roslan.

just a post k...

2009-04-10T09:07:00.000-07:00

Bila kita syg org tu
Kita terima je apa yg org tu kata
Tp bila dia kata kita?
Ati kata takpe semua manusia tak sempurna¿
Bila kita syg org tu
Kita tunggu dia lama pun x per
Tp bile dia tunggu kita??? Dia marah2
Ati kata ala¿adatlah ada yang menunggu dan ditunggu..
Bila kita syg org tu
Kita x tido pun x pe janji layan dia yg tgh bosan,
Tp bila kita bosan Ada dia layan kita???
Ati kata x pe dia busy kot..
Bila kita syg org tu
Kita gaduh ngan dia, kita diam je
Tp dia heboh 1 dunia
Ati kate x pe, dia tension tuu¿.
Bila kita syg org tu
Kita call nak cakap dgn dia
Tp dia gayut dgn org lain..
Bila jd camtu,
Ati kata x pe, dia ada hal nak cakap dgn kwn dia¿
Bila kita syg org tu
Kita bercerita dgn dia, cerita ngan tunggul lg baik
Tp biler dia bercerita ngan kita..
Kita dgr,

*someone asked me to post this*

L.O.V.E

2009-04-06T20:14:00.000-07:00

this is my dream,2 watch sunset with the one i love :p

cute right??

By,
Me.

black monday

2009-04-06T06:00:00.000-07:00

huhuhu...
today i skip my class again..i don't know why but lately i 'm very difficult to wake up early..last night i sleep at 2 a.m...not so late right??(dush3)

its just nothing fun had happened so far, so no reason to blog.that's the whole thing.there's ntg fun to write any more.

i want something exciting adventures so bad.
i want to travel.
i want to discover new place.
i want to have a new dresses.
i want to go a vintage by the road coffee shops.
i want to shops at streets.
i want to find unic items.

i juz wanna have fun so bad.i mean it.so bad.
before i sitting for my final exam.i really wanna do something that is satisfying enough.
please lead me to the right path.show me the fun path.show me something different that will bring me excitement! :p
kay lah,enough for all this creep...

oow yaa,on thursday bersamaan 09 april 2009,i'll be going home...
(*_*) wink3...

continue later,
Tiera.

04042009

2009-04-03T21:54:00.001-07:00

hey,sorry i've been slow with the updating..

april the 4th april 2009. that date really means a lot to me.in a god way of course..first of all my brother anwar and kak ckin engagement was on that day.i'm so happy for both of you.finally,after 8 years(if i'm not mistaken :p) the two of you known each other,today both of you have make one step to the gateway of marriage.

for abang,i really love you(eventhough i jarang tunjukkan but i really admirer you) seeing you, the immature brother getting engaged with someone he loves, really makes me realize that now you are getting older,hehehe...deep inside in my heart,i know now you are really responsible and loving guy..

and for you,my dearest kak ckin a.k.a my future sis in law,i always pray for your happiness.pleasa take good care of my brother(i know sometime he's really can make people annoying :p).i'm glad to have you as my first sis in law :p welcome to our family..

i'm really sorry cause i couldn't come to your engagement ceremony.really wanna go but last night i've test and cannot go back to kuantan...neway hope you guys happy and everything gonna run with smoothly..

kay lah..
will continue later..

take care people...

Love,
Tiera Roslan.

Ya Allah....

2009-03-31T14:13:00.000-07:00

~it's 5.30 a.m and i still can't sleep.so, here i expressed my feeling right now..(in malay)

Butiran-butiran pasir yang gugur menyembah tanah,
Telah sedarkan aku dari lena yang panjang,
Tika ranting-ranting rindu menjalarkan sendu,
Hati kecilku mula berbicara tentang kisah nuraniku,
Berbicara tentang apa yang terbuku di kalbu,
Tak bisa ku lafazkan lagi,
Kerana tiada kata seindah bahasa yang bisa disama ertikan,
Namun aku cuba rungkaikan,
Agar engkau bisa membaca setiapsudut perasaanku,
Tika suara azan gemakan panggilan illahi,
Terasa besar sungguh keagungan tuhan,
Dengan kuasanya kita bisa melihat,
Dengan keagungannya kita dipertemukan,
Dijumpakan dalam satu taman percintaan,
berjuta rasa aku cuba syukurkan,
Tapi hanya Dia yang tahu tentang kelemahan yang kita punyai,
Diuji, dipertemukan dan dipisahkan kembali,
SubhanAllah,betapa sucinya kasihmu tuhan,
Alhamdulillah,kerana kita pernah ikatkan hati bersama,
Allahuakbar,sesungguhnya aku tiada mampu bertahan,
Melainkan kekuatan dariMu, Ya Tuhan,
Temukanlah kami kembali,
Sebagaimana engkau kembalikan kasih Adam dan Hawa,
Setelah berabad engkau pisahkan.

*really miss you right now

splash some colours on me

2009-03-31T10:25:00.000-07:00

ermmm,really not in the mood to bloging but my hand still typing :p
so, how's your day people??? hope everything was still doing fine..today i skip my bel class..actually i didn't wanna skip but all my friends including me have missunderstood what our lec told us. she gave us 2 choices to come to the class whether on thursday or on sunday but we thought that she mean today and thursday.so, xpasal2 we all dikira ponteng arey ney..(eventhough i know there is a class today, i know i will not going to :p)

at night i have a presentation on ctu~cannot count how many times my ustaz has postponed his class~all my group members(aini,maizan,murni and me)have decided to wear a pink baju kurung during our presentation but one of my group members can't find a pink baju kurung cause she still not wash her cloth so we all tepaksa cari baju yang seakan-akan nampak pink tok dia.the only thing that i found is her blue baju kurung that her kain has a little bit of pink colour.
here some photos that i manage to catch during our presentation...

~b4 presentation~

muni is wearing a blue baju kurung

me :p

when maizan raise her voice
=)

kay lah...
need to sleep right now...
continue later..

Love,
Tiera Roslan.

BIG GIRLS DONT CRY

2009-03-29T03:59:00.000-07:00

The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your hometown
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
Be with myself in center, clarity, peace, serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We got some straightening out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've gotta get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking, I must go alone
I must take the baby steps til I'm full grown
Fairy tales don't always have a happy ending do they
And I forseek the dark ahead if I stay

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We got some straightening out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've gotta get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Dont cry

Like a little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend
And you'll be my valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
Cuz I wanna hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself in center, clarity, peace, serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We got some straightening out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've gotta get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

wake me up

2009-03-29T03:03:00.000-07:00

*I was speaking from the standpoint where as human beings we’re always in a state of formation, of being and becoming, of self-actualising.

Huh. Strange comment, I thought, and moved on. But his words kept haunting my memory. If my admission were true, the person I think I am is actually only a memory I have of myself… unless I fix myself to time and space, which I cannot. If I am the thinker of my thoughts, the perceiver of my emotions, the observer of my actions… that makes me more than my thoughts, actions, and emotions, doesn’t it? So the real me, is beyond my five senses? I think myself to be… someone who empowers others. I think myself to have… qualities that support my mission. Hmm… I appear to be a force greater than myself. That man was right. I don’t know who I am.

So, if i don't know who i am,can you guys tell me,who i am??

Tiera.

up & down

2009-03-26T10:28:00.000-07:00

errmm..what i'm trying to say??huhuhu...
so bowring..now itz 1.34 a.m and i still can't sleep...
waaaa...don't know what i wanna write so better move first...
daaaa.......

Muahxx..

cinta ini membunuhku!!

2009-03-24T00:27:00.000-07:00

kau membuat kuberantakan
kau membuat ku tak karuan
kau membuat ku tak berdaya
kau menolakku acuhkan diriku

bagaimana caranya untuk
meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu
kusadari ku tak sempurna
ku tak seperti yang kau inginkan

kau hancurkan aku dengan sikapmu
tak sadarkah kau telah menyakitiku
lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu
cinta ini membunuhku......

i really like this song..don't know why but the lyrics can makes me cry 100 times..hehe..joke jep :p i dedicated this song for you ain and him..

erm..for today,nothing interesting happen in my life..i woke up at1.30p.m(hehe,cause i've got no classes for today) after that i trus blogging without took my shower,hahaha dush3 pmalas btol aku ney :p

last night,i called my mom..cian taw,now she stay alone at home bcoz my lil sis da msuk skola teknik kat bentong..actually i dont really agree with my sis yg beria2 sgt nak follow her fiend 2 msuk skola teknik..lagi2 course yg dye ambk 2 lgsg x sesuai ngan dye(ee stand for electric electronic) that gal really make a big mistake for her life..but after all she stil my only sis that i have so i always pray that she can take that challenge and prove to my family that her decision is not wrong..love you sis...

before i off 2 bed last night,there is one guy,erm actually someone that i know since i was in tadika..he proposed me 2 be his gal..but i think me and him are not suitable for each other..itz not that i am to choosy in finding a bf but i still can't forget him..sorry 2 say this :(

kay lah,
enough wth all this creepy..

continue later...
need to take my shower :p

Love,
Tiera.

blurr....

2009-03-19T22:24:00.000-07:00

ermmm...actually,i don't know what i wanna post cause i'm so blur right now. i can't think clearly.Now i'm in kuantan.i arrived at 12.47 a.m dis morning.such a long travel.(4 hours is quite long right :p). my brother took me at the bus station.i forgot 2 called him when i'm in the bus and my battery phone almost nak mampus,huhuhu..Luckily,i smpat gak sent him a text message to picked me up.

For the last few days my mood was not so okay.i've got fever and plus there is someone that i know who confess to me that he doesn't believe me 100percent anymore.juz because i don't want to tell him, my secret with my bestfriend he suspect i'm cheating on him.i need my own privacy too.he can't control me like this.not him or anyone have a right to force me what i wanna do.you don't have that right.only my family have that right.
sowry to tell this but sometime i think i have made a mistake by...................

kay lah,
will continue later...

Love,
Tiera.

K.U.A.N.T.A.N

2009-03-17T05:29:00.000-07:00

hehehe...kuantan??actually dis weekend i'll be going home.i know,last 2 weeks i baru je blik but my heart ney meronta-ronta kepingin mahu pulang n bla bla...hehehe... Moreover,my mom juz called n told me that she has bought my ticket for me to kuala terengganu dis saturday. So,i have to be back to kuantan this thursday.

Now,let me tell u guys my life in kuala terengganu for today. after 3 days beturut-turut ujan turun tanpa henti and finally today it stop raining. but the weather are so hot until i can feel my skin is burning like crazeee...

nothing special for me today.i juz sleeping and sleeping non stop after i finished my class.tomorrow i have a law test but until now i still don't read anything yet.arghh...so malas lor...

kay lah,
need to get back with the books right now..
continue later..

take care people...

Love,
Tiera.

moon

2009-03-16T04:53:00.000-07:00

you used 2 told me that eventhough we were far but we are still look at the same moon..i can't 4get that..sowry if i still have this feeling on you..i've tried so many times not to think bout you but it still keep appears in my mind and i can't get rid of it..actually this is a tribute for you..i know,maybe you will not read this blog but i juz wanna tell you that you always have a special place at the top of my heart..

Love,
Me.

f.r.i.e.n.d.s

2009-03-12T06:39:00.000-07:00

it's hard to find someone who really cares about us. I always try to find what is the meaning of true friendship but until now i still do not have the answer yet. Sometimes i think i have found a friend that i can share all my problems with her but i guess,i'm wrong. So,here i wanna tell her that thanks 4 being apart of my life and starting from today our friendship has end.Although i've lost you as my friend but i still hoping the best for you in your life.

ermm..lets forget everything about up there. Today, is a very tiring day. I've got 4 class direct from 8a.m until 4p.m. after i finished my class this evening, my roomate and i fall asleep until maghrib..hehehe..

For tomorrow i have to attend my kursus kahwin for 2 days.wua3,cannot get up late in this weekend.erm,after i've get that sijil kahwin mybe i will consider your suggestion am.hahaha..if you all don't understand its ok but i'm pretty sure,am and i-know can understand what is i'm talking about..huhuhu...

kay lah,enough with all this crap.
will continue later.

huhu..really thirsty ryte now..

Kiss,
Me.
*who else la kan.

click

2009-03-10T23:28:00.000-07:00

olla everyone..
how's ur day people??4 me,it's kinda relax bcoz today i only got one class,,hehehe don't get jelous..arhggh,actually it's kinda bowring 4 me if only got one class in a day bcoz i don't know what i wanna do in the evening...

so,yesterday my class had a photography session under the terik matahari panas,hehehe..we manage to give a best shoot for the cameraman but with all the peluh at our body..so,here some picture dat i manage to catched during the photography session with my n73's nokia handphone..

sowry..i malas nak tulis caption 4 this picture...
kay lah,continue later..
muahx!!

Love,
Tiera.

shortcut

2009-03-08T22:25:00.000-07:00

hey everyone..
i'm juz got back from kl and now need to rush to terengganu...huhuu...so tired..
will be updating soon bout trip to kl yup..

kay lah..
daa..

Love,
Me.

lalalala....

2009-03-05T21:51:00.000-08:00

ermmm...
guess where i am now???
i'm home!!!!!!!!!!!hehehe. i'm in kuantan ryte now..feel good 2 come home.yesterday i really can't stand 2 watched ma fwen going home.So, i decided 2 skip my law class and packed my bag 2 going home.

As soon as i arrived ma mom,told me dat my father was admitted to the hospital.His ears got swollen and have 2 be operate. Juz imagine how shocked i am.But thanks to god,he's not in serious condition.Maybe in 2 or 3 days come he can return 2 home.

okay,my activities on dis weekend,

1~going 4 movies
2~going kl 2 shopping 4 my brther engagement
3~buy some new cloths,hehehe

kay lah,
will update soon..

Love,

Me.

if I were a boy

2009-03-03T20:22:00.000-08:00

listen to Beyonce new song : if I were a boy. the lyrics is very cute. :p

it's 12.35p.m and i'm stucked at my room.
currently felt lame & bowring. where's everybody??
suddenly i have this thought, do i have anybody?
hmm i do, and i do hope the came back to kuantan soon. fast!

i want to go out but the challenge from stepping out of the college makes me think twice everytime.
eventhough i'm 19 years old but going 20 dis year. i have this persona. my parents.

they never let me step out from the house in peace. i had to explain where i'm about to go to, who i'm about to go with and etc. and they eventually will say no and nag me all about the fact that i'm going out everyday. (eventhough i didn't) . arggh...i still don't understand wat they afraid of by letting me go out with peace.
i'm never going to get treated as an adult here.

i think i'm gonna risk my ear and heart now.
i think i want to go now.
hmm.

Love,
Me.

better off alone

2009-02-27T00:23:00.000-08:00

freaking no mood to write anything here. Wanted to be invisible from the cyber world for a while. Eceyh! Heh.

First of all i would like 2 wish to my friends who celebrating her birthday today.May dis yearwill bring you great happiness and success.

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY LAILA!!!

As for today,i'm still in terengganu.Huargh3..seriously i really wanna go home 2day but next week i've so many test dat r waiting 4 me...wua3...kay lah,enough with all this crap..

Love ya!
Me.

Finally...

2009-02-26T01:07:00.000-08:00

At last dapat gak i nk tls blog arey ney,huh..juz imagine,i sewa brdbnd at 3p.m but ada one gal ney nak pjm dis brdbnd 2 update her antivirus..so i ngan bemurah ateynya bg r pjm kat dye jap..huuhu...

eErm, 2day such a n unhappy day.dining food is dissapointing still. i need real food. seriously. all of the sudden i'm all depressed just because of the food i consumed everyday. never had this penyakit before. :p shade of hate, cepat la masak ! hehe.

my target for the moment:
- seriously need to save up my money. no more unnecessary spending.
keluar rm50, habis 50. keluar 30, habis 30. mati lah if everytime like this. athirah! seriously. control your spending alright? :p

my mom juz warn me if i'm not controlling myself 2 save up my money,she will stop giving me money for the 2 weeks come..huhu,and the worst thing she ugut 2 cancelled my beloved credit card...wua3...
pliz ma,don't do like dis 2 me...
i promise i'll control myself 2 kurangkan my expenses..
u can keep my word k...

errrmm...
kay la,
dats all 4 today..
continue later...

Love,
ATHIRAH.

bowring...

2009-02-25T01:57:00.001-08:00

ARrrrGgghhh....someone pliz help me 2 get out from dis bowsan thing. juz can't handle it anymore. today i skip my account class,huhuhu...i juz can't open my eyes dis mowning then i tarik my slimut and continue my mimpi 2 meet my superhero..hahaha...

i woke up at 12p.m today. so malas lor. i miss my home. wua3....
ermmm,i think i wanna change a few things in my life but i don't wanna tell u guys yet rite now..

kay lah,
continue later...

Love,
Me.

hyeeep!!!!!!

2009-02-23T23:39:00.000-08:00

Dis is my first post...owwhh,juz can believe dis, athirah roslan wanna write a blog 2..hahaha..neway,since dis is my first post, i juz wanna say heyllow 2 anyone who visit my blog..

kay lah,
there will b more story 4 u guys later..

continue later

take care...

Love,
Me.